Last month I received the news about the closure of my company. I've been working there for almost a decade. I was very sad and hard to accept at first. It took me almost 3 weeks to accept the facts and i still feel the same up til now..at least not as bad as before. It's not 1-2 years..but it's 9 years! I cried (Insert crying sound here)..yes..i did..it was devastating. But life must go on. Thank God that my husband was very supportive. He never put any pressure on me. Thank goodness for that. I'm so blessed to have him in my life (Must treat him even better from now on hehehe)
So..after a month of job hunting and failed miserably (Insert deep sigh here). As we all know it is not easy to find a job that suits our qualification and most importantly meet my expected salary. I guess all the bosses quickly throw aside my resume after looking at my expected salary :) I don't blame them. If i'm the boss..i too will look at applicants with the minimum expected pay.
Talking about my transition..it's not really a "transition" I'm already a mother and wife. But this time it's FULL TIME STAY AT HOME MOM! (SAHM) Yay!! I used to envy those moms who get to stay home and spend more quality time with their loved ones. Okay....i will get 1 of my childhood dreams come true real soon! Real soon..like next month! hehehe..I even prepare a timetable for my lil guy. Hoping we can stick to it and make it a routine.
Well..my decision to become a SAHM is a well thought and discussed choice. It is actually my husband's idea for to just settled at home and look after our little one. I always believe the saying "blessing in disguise". All endings are also beginnings. This is the beginning of new phase in my life. Amen!
Honestly..i'm nervous and excited at the same time to start my new chapter. I've been preparing lots of learning material for Darrell for the past few weeks. He's my main priority now. My Christmas and miracle baby! (counting and hoping for more gifts from God hehe..)
That's it for now. I will write more often from now on (Janji saja..tapi malas hehe).. till then!! bye!
Honestly..i'm nervous and excited at the same time to start my new chapter. I've been preparing lots of learning material for Darrell for the past few weeks. He's my main priority now. My Christmas and miracle baby! (counting and hoping for more gifts from God hehe..)
That's it for now. I will write more often from now on (Janji saja..tapi malas hehe).. till then!! bye!
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